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Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ||
Another day another night i'm back to input some of my life experiences which i don't really think will interest any soul here.. This is a post to pass time instead of emoing in my room watching television i decided to come express my thoughts..
Now the topic on billionaire, or rich families. Don't you just adore and admire being born with a golden spoon in your mouth? Don't you just admire people born in rich families where all they do is to just inherit and he's job of a GM or CEO is already waiting when he is in the void of his mum stomach. Don't you just dread working your guts out while your friends are having their days fun by the pool in their houses..
That's what i have always experience with the people around me, they always think that the grass is always greener on the other side. But the past is history it's fixed and it can't be changed and all that's left is to blame the predecessor and life for being so cruel and life goes on and their children blames them too...
BUT, BUT they have not give it a good thinking. YOU see friends, the future is variable it's not fixed yet and in all movies you see that all prophets says that the future they see can be changed and is not fixed it's just one of the path so you can be the 1st in your family tree, every rich family started poor, they must have an ancestor that started his work with nothing but his bare hands, to make sure his/her offspring can have the best of life, put that in mind and work towards the goal aim higher quoted from my principal in secondary" Aim for the moon as when you fall you are still among the stars and not back to earth."
I love my family, am lucky to be born in it and nothing in the world will make me give it up, my parents made sure that every need of mine is satisfied and they will also try to satisfy my wants to their limit, so basically i don't lack anything i really want (maybe i have lesser expectation of what i want for life) but i'm not satisfied i want to be successful, one of the top personal and for that i'm trying my best to learn what will bring me up to society, thats my dream and one day i now i will fullfill.
I hope i will not slack in my studies anymore and taking up lessons or fighting for chances to maybe help me up to the cycle.. so actually why admire people when all it takes is to start from you.. TW it's not too late to learn piano or any thing that interest you, you are still young and if you are willing to learn and have the passion for it, instead of blaming why did u not learn in your younger days take it up now, it's never too old to learn. Change your future and forgive your past.
Never give up too easily or w/o trying as even if you tried your best and fail no one dare to look down upon you and you will leave life without any regrets.
So friends, just try your best and go for your dreams, i think i am so going to fulfill my every single one, some take shorter time some longer but the most important thing is to be happy and make sure you are in your life as that you live a meaningful one. and like JX like to say "Smile always " as you never know who will be attracted by that smile.
and here i close my case and bid my farewell thus wait for the verdict of highier command tomorrow if i am going home or maybe will be in there till the end of time and i so wanna go out as i made a promise to someone and i hate breaking it...
CYA all soon i hope
"Had the chance today, but was speechless before the gorgeous Scene "
Wo shi QQ ! (: |8:42 PM
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Just received last minute information that i have to book in by 9.30 tomorrow... Haizz its always these last minute things that made my whole life unbalance, Y can't he just talk when we are back from clearing leave and not when we are nearing the end of our leave. The best part is that they can't even confirm if we are booking in for good or we are booking out later...
Wo shi QQ ! (: |10:55 AM
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I felt this picture although outdated is cool.. No matter how, still the coolest yet enjoy *claps to MZ*
Wo shi QQ ! (: |10:44 AM
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Monday, December 29, 2008 ||
Since i'm free and up so early, a post is wad i'll do to get my time going and you happy.
The New Year is entering a count down phase, 2009 is up close waving and not much achievement have been done by me. which means that i'll have to double buck up next year to even the scores and i think i really need a to-do list to remind myself of how much effort that i have to put in before reaching my goals.
Being able to enter and being able to succeed is different if you know what i mean, you will know that i'm gonna be stressful, maybe this time even too much that i'll show intentionally (i hope not).
Enough of the stressful talk, the days before had me scorching high and low for presents and in a blink of an eye, Christmas is over. sometimes i just miss Christmas its the best season on earth that not only allows me to get presents and also catch up with friends i've longed to see and with christmas just breezing through and santa just sitting downto enjoy his HOT coco.. i could hear Chinese New Year songs and see the deco like everywhere.. everything is happening too fast too fast to catch up where were those days..............
But on another angle, my once in a year BIG payday IS APPROACHING wahahahahahaha that on the other hand made me happy.. i know i'm doing the contridicting thing again but who cares i'll get my off, my ang bao and of course my chance to have my teeth sink into delicious delicacy. This shows that everything have a positive side however slim it just take the effort to figure it out to stay happy for the rest of your life wahahaha look things from many angle my friends as it will let you think more and make you happy so why not and maybe one day you will have enough happy thoughts that all you left is some fairy dust to have you fly in the air like Peter Pan.
One of my new year resolution will have to be revamping my room my unglam, uncool room which also had me missed most of the time when i'm in camp and overseas so to make it more forward looking to be back i'm gonna spend 2-4k on it 4 only if i'm in and going to australia where then i'll have the extra cash to have it made 2 will have to be from my long savings since BMT haha. i love the bed that YH had chosen in ikea, i need to tear off all my shelves and bring in 2, 1 for my overflowing comic which i never seems to find, KA will agree on that and another will have to put my clothings. then i'll have 3 frame to frame up my 3 different naval diver t-shirts and a knife box to keep my dive knife and my photos in NDU and have them all hang up and of course how could i miss out the EVERLASTING PLAYSTATION 3.. now leap for joy guys cause its in my budget. and if i got into what i want the other side of the walls is reserved for that. i'm gonna invest and make it the coolest room i''ll ever had wahahahahahahahahah i'm loving my life.
Now for something really light......... Lets welcome with the biggest, loudest sound of applause HEBE which no sane guy in the world won't fall for her.. KA i know you do so stop acting and tag the opposite on my blog wahahaha
Thats the end hope you enjoy i know you do JX and Yh haha...
Wo shi QQ ! (: |9:47 AM
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Friday, December 26, 2008 ||
Hey sorry for the slow updates, now please put all your mobiles to silent mode.. be considerate to others haha..
Now on the updates, not much really happened and Brunei is not gonna be elaborated on this humble site so you can expect the updates that you will see to be fewer than expected.
Christmas was FUN celebrated with Jun xiong, TERENCE, Herry, KK, Yong Hui, Jess, Xue Li, Chang da that's all but the details? well someone will eventually blog about it wahahaha.. so stay tune to those sites. Before them i was with jia hui and shu min only got to see them for a while because MR YJ can't make it and the time was delayed, but i still left without seeing him as he overslept haha nvm still meeting him soon.
OH YA a BIG NEWS, to me it is anyway that i had passed my compass test, one more step closer toward pilot path i'm so going there by hook or crook. the compass test was difficult and i did not expected much and today i 1st called the people to enquire on my results they 1st told me that they were unable to get the results and asked me to call back again on monday, luckly i asked my friend and he told me he just got his result calling, so i tried again and was send to a mailbox instead and i gave up and went to meet JX they all and lucky for me i decided to try again and got the result that i passed haha.. now by receiving the result i'm in a bit of dilemma if i should continue my studies sooner or walk the path i had chosen.. let fate decide ba..
i've been visiting the pool for like almost everyday except christmas day.. haha so u now how bothered i am for i really like the pool the only place for me to ease my thinking and release my stress, some sort of my quiet time. a place to sort out my thinking and all... and someone finally found out tat i contridict myself often, it's something i will do often as i'm always thinking of what i say and looking from other angles haha but she the 1st one who pointed it out.. *claps* i've to give it to her not bad at all, i tot i covered it well.
and lastly my good friends around been asking where my the one? as i'm getting older haha.. lol let me answer that question here
maybe i do really have 1 in mind and maybe not, so maybe the time is still not correct as i'm not confident to have that person in mind due to my personal achievements and unable to be able to provide what i would have wanted. or maybe i'm just waiting for a chance to let it out..maybe i just feel inferiour to somebody else, maybe and maybe so many maybe so many to say, so its better to excuse urself from all the maybes before you go crazy. But i really hope tat the one whoever she maybe will be understanding that i may not have that many time to accompany her due to the commitment i am trying to achieve for the better, but there will be a mutual understanding or trust that will not be misused tat when i'm really needed i'll be there putting down everything in the world that is binding me.
now and i tot this will be a short post.. Hope u all enjoyed it while it lasted
Ok enf crap off i go MERRY CHRISTMAS (MERRY BOXING DAY) EVERYONE although its a bit late
Wo shi QQ ! (: |11:00 PM
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